Yesterday early morning, apparently there was some sort of drama with the little one going to be in his basketball uniform and not taking a shower (ew), so my mom left me a voicemail to avoid using the computer... However, when I come downstairs guess who's watching some videos on youtube? Additionally, he and Shaun left to get the little one a birthday present for his friend and he came back with a new toy in tow. While I'm not exactly upset about me not getting anything (by this point in my life, I'm not particularly surprised), I just don't think he deserved a new toy after being so bitchy to my mom on Friday and Saturday (which I doubt she told him).

Anyway.

I was first slightly annoyed when I got a chain text from Courtney last night... Something about sending the text to ten people and in ten minutes your true love will text/call you telling you that they need and love you. Oddly enough, while I do believe in wishing on stars, 11:11 and my ouija board, I don't like believing spamming people with chain letters will help anything. I deleted it though, then about an hour later I got a text from Tyler asking me when the second half of the NLC money for FBLA is due... Since I'm not going to Nationals, I didn't commit the date to memory, but I thought that it was the 26th of May (it was, in the end), so I fowarded the message to Malissa who sent me a reply which I fowarded to Tyler.

I had some weird dream last night, I can't remember what it was for the life of me though.

Today was the meeting for the people who are supposed to die next year for the Every 15 minutes thing and Malissa had forgotten, so I reminded her and she got to her meeting thing. :D Physics was okay though. Come history, Mrs. Zentz was lecturing then she gave us a word search, then I had this look of disdain on my face, then she started fake crying and I got scolded by Amy and Tyler about that....

So, I expect Tyler to up and go to sit in the empty seat next to Kyle Overlay... But he doesn't. Instead, he says something to the extent, "Hey, turn around and help me with this." That was kind of... coming out of left field. I really expected him to go sit with Kyle... Also, I think Kyle was surprised because he was all, "Dude, Tyler! Get over here!" When that happened, I expected Tyler to go sit by his buddy, but nope, he told Kyle to move. xD; So, then Kyle, Kevin, Tyler and Ibrahim were all kind of attacking me for answers... Well, more Ibrahim than anything. lol. I guess Tyler didn't want to move because I'm "super history nerd."

At lunch Tef, Amy and Sarah were talking of boobs, and how azns lack them. I butted in and told them that I have boobs, and so, I think Amy or Tef asked me for my size, I replied and so they decided I was big for an azn. Then, we went on body types... Amy said mine are bigger than hers, but Amy has a better, kinda moar womanly figure than I do, so... Yeah. Towards the end, I went and talked to Tyler who had brought his laptop (nerd....)... Well, I didn't talk, I guess I kind of mocked, since he was playing games and stuff. I think I was being kind of mean (elementary childish flirting- not actually intentional, I mean, with Tyler, my mind kind of goes blank, and I merely react... which is bad, I need to stop that). I saw Kamille whisper something to David, and soon after the up and left Tyler. I told Tyler that it was because they didn't love him so much because he loves his laptop more than them, and he told me that they love one another more than anything else and how they're on each other all the time. I said that some couples are like that, but I don't think he heard me.

He had his stuff, and I expected him to walk away or say he was going to go away, he said he wanted to go to math class, but I dragged him to get my stuff... It was, again, very childish, and yeah, I guess I did make a fool of myself, but, yeah. Oh well, that's me. He called me mean though, so now I feel bad... I should go apologize.

I stayed after today and alternated between Key Club and Harry Potter club, mooching food from both clubs. ; A: I wanted moar, but Amber was giving me a ride, so I went home when she did. Though I did get a good amount of food... I also spilled soda on myself. orz. I still want moar pizza, though... At one point, when Nicole was telling me that I was in all the clubs she's in, and Amber was like, "Oh yeah, FBLA" both of them were like, "We know you joined FBLA because of for that reason."

Well, no, that wasn't the entire reason (15%), but Malissa recruited me, and I had been thinking about it before. Though, when I was thinking about it I think I was thinking that it and Best, Inc. were the same things. :I But Iun have to take a class for this one, so I think that's moar betters. :D

First, no, no one was murdered today.

Second, Amberrrrr~  I sorry~ I didn't get home until like 9PM so I could not callll~  I will call tomorrowwwwwwww~  ; A;

Anyway, happy Friday. As everyone is supposedly supposed to be asleep, I would like it if they didn't make sounds upstairs. = 3=

Today was pretty uneventful. But around second period, I got hungry for something trés unhealthy, so I decided to text my mom asking her to bring me yum-yums. I actually didn't send the text until the end of class. Once I was done sending it, Tyler asked me if I was updating twitter, I told him no. Then he started talking about how he had put me on mobile updates, and how, one day, I had updated a lot and he was thinking that "oh, this is going to get expensive." I think he said that he took me off of mobile updates, however, I don't get why I was on mobile updates in the first place. Twitter, at least mine, doesn't automatically set everyone I follow on mobile updates, so his shouldn't either, meaning he might've set it as that.

Odd.

Anyway. To my disdain, there was very little that happened until lunch where we were selling popcorn for the very last time... I think. So, Courtney asked me, at one point, to get her a sandwich, but I don't know where they are sold and I have a fear of lunch lines (pathetic as it may be- I've only been in a lunch line twice since sixth grade... not counting the snack store line) so Nicole did it. I had a dollar, and I was going to buy a popcorn with it, but, at some point or another, Tyler was behind me, and you can't just stand behind me and a wall, because I will want to use you as a cushion. It's, shamefully, more tempting with Tyler around, and I did lean on half of him, I don't know what he said, but he was saying something about me (or maybe it was him) not liking begging and asked if I had money, and I told him I only had a dollar... ended up giving him the dollar and he snatched a quarter from the box, so he got himself a soda. I wanted a soda... or popcorn... Technically, 80% of that soda belonged to me, and the other 20% was Courtney's. I never got any of it, though... Also, Mr. Anders commented on us making fun of Tyler again, and Tyler reasoned that it was because we are all, apparently, attracted to him, I started kicking him, and he said that doing so only proved his point. I guess my proclaimations of love fell on deaf ears. Woe is me. ._.;

Um. We played cards in Mr. Adams class, I learned two things... One, I really suck at poker, two, I like betting things I don't own. xP

Alex Porter owns all of the band and choir now.

Today, after school, there was an FBLA meeting, and only me and Malissa, later joined by Tiffany, showed up. Well, Courtney did, too, but Tiffany had to call her. Tyler didn't. I knew he wouldn't, cuz I know I didn't tell him, and I didn't think Courtney did (especially since she, herself, forgot). It was mostly talking, and how they needed to get on the ball with the money gatherings. Mm... When Tiffany showed up... Iunno, I stll dun think she lieks me very much.

Mom showed up to pick me up with the little one in tow, and he was as bitchy looking as usual. I'm too lazy to describe it in detail, but there was a little fiasco about where to get food. Little one wanted Taco Bell and I wanted McDonalds... My mom wanted McDonalds too, but little one was being bitchy. So, in the end we went to Taco Bell. Despite the fact he said he wanted a quesdilla, he got steak tacos.

Anyway, today was Malissa's birthday, so we were going to Sunset Park to celebrate, but we had to pick up her and Bri from Bri's house... And Bri... she brought weapons. When we got there, we didn't spot Em or anyone else... So we waited about... Then, eventually, Tahnne appeared. Then she got a call from Em and we went and found Em... Who was being followed by a small child. He was so cute... and he wanted cake. Eventually, his daddy tried to take him away, but he clung to her leg, and eventually his daddy had to pry him away... So cute.

Eventually Chad appeared, then Nicco, when they appeared we cut the cake that Em had brought... Then Yi-Nan and Micki appeared, but then Yi-Nan left, leaving Micki with us... We played on the swings a bit (I got tired so I just sat in the swing)... Then we went and played with the ouija board... The first ghost only responded to Nicco and told us to "F U." Then the next one... I don't know, but we let her go... The last one was a gay guy named Harry. He was very awesome... He also told Em she is going to have eight babies. And it seems my future hasn't changed. Yay. I guess. And Malissa, I think, is marrying someone named Sam... He didn't liek Tahnne though.

We went home around 8:20ish, and dropped Malissa at her apartment. Then we returned some library books... On the way, I told my mom how I didn't really think it was necessary for them to pay a lady to take care of the puppies next weekend when I can just stay home and take care of them. Mom brought it up to Shaun, and he was like, "No. No offense, Nikki, but you alone for four days? I used to have my own apartment, and I know what'll happen. I had parties all the time."

So, he doesn't want me alone for the sake of my safety and fear of home invasions. He's afraid I'm gonna throw parties. Yeah. I'm a real party animal. I won't lie, I AM overly sensitive, but even if I wasn't I still think I'd be offended by that. I find amusement in the fact that all those lessons on fallacies are coming in handy (I mentioned it in history yesterday, that I regretted). His argument of "because I was like that, I'm sure you will be too" is... well, I dunno, but I'm sure it's a fallacy. But, anyway. I cannot help but get offended that he would think I of all people, would throw a freaking party while the adults are gone. I GUESS MY OWN CHARACTER TRAITS AREN'T ENOUGH TO CONVINCE HIM I WOULD NEVER DO SUCH A THING. I seldom leave the house to socialize. SELDOM. So, I think that... if I'm not going to parties, then I'm not going to be throwing them. I was just really kind of insulted that he'd think that I'd do that. 

Since I'm not the type of person to really open up unless that person asks for specific information, I can't blame him if he doesn't know me that well (despite him being in my life for... seven years), but seriously, he should be able to tell by now, I wouldn't do that. He can't place any trust in me at all? Is that the problem? Just because he threw parties all the time when he was seventeen and living in his own apartment, doesn't mean I would do the same if given the opportunity. After seven years, I think he'd realize that.

But then again, sometimes, I don't think he realizes that I'm allergic to apples/nuts. (Hell, my mom forgot today when she was shopping and bought an apple pie)

....so, in all, I'm not only hurt at the mistaken judge in character, but also by the fact that he's more worried about me throwing parties than someone breaking in and being all criminal-y. I guess maybe he's trying to protect me from his mistakes. As much as the effort is kind, I don't really appreciate it.

So I get this out of my system now.

When it came to me and Tyler breaking up I was the one who told people... Unless they asked him when I wasn't around. Yep. I told people that we weren't together anymore because I'm not some weirdo person who's going to pretend that I'm still with a person when I'm not.

Besides, we broke up three months ago, I don't think I could fake for that long. Especially to my own family

Anyway, so I was helping out with fundraising for FBLA (which I'm joining next year) and my mom came to see us. She said hi to Tyler, which isn't so strange to me because my mom says hi to all my friends. When she left he came over to me and asked if my mom knew that we had broken up. Which she did. I had told her when she came home the day we broke up. I told him, I kept telling him that she knew we had broken up, but he was all, "Well, she was talking to me like...." Well, of course she's going to acknowledge you, you're my friend, DUH.

Though I will admit that I felt uncomfortable when his parents were around, so I know how he must've felt.

Anyway, now that that's out.

Since I'm gonna join FBLA next year, I was helping out with getting donations at a local Albertsons. It was pretty fun, I mean, I made a fool of myself dancing... But hey, having fun is what matters, right? Schroeder and Cunningham came to visit, but the latter kidnapped Malissa and they went to go hang out. I switched between asking at Courtney's door and asking at Tyler's door depending if someone was alone at one door. Though it wasn't really awkward with Tyler for me, I kept stumbling on my words when he was around. Oh well, I wasn't really upset or sad with him around. I mean, I felt a little... down when he was talking with Tiffany, but that's about it (also, I don't think Tiffany likes me too much....). But for a good deal of time I hung with Courtney, which kept Tyler away from her... He can't hit on her if I'm around. :D We all win that way.

Except him, but whatever.

Also, at one point Courtney was nice enough to buy me and Malissa Starbucks and I got a mocha frappacino like usual... When I got to my favorite part, the whipped cream, I was really... savoring it. And making... semi-erotic sounds, and Courtney said something like... "If you keep making sounds like that, you'll get Tyler back" or something like that. I don't remember what I said to that, but I was probably like... "Haha. No. "

Also, when Cunningham was there, she sat in my chair at one point and so I sat on her and ended up laying down on her, Malissa and Courtney, and at one point Courtney was like... "Tyler's looking." Probably at Courtney, not me.

We talked some as well, me, Malissa and Courtney about relationships and college and drama and stuff.... yeah.

After fundraising, Schroeder picked me, Amber, and Stephu and we went to a carnival near Amy's (who met us there) house... Amber and Schroeder were nice enough to pay for my ticket so I could go on rides... ILU GUYS ~ and so we went on pretty much all the rides... Though I felt sick after the spinning apple one.... I still have a tummy ache, but it's all good. :D

Yeah... So more fundraising tomorrow. :3 Hope all goes well.