Arizona (also known as Schroedertrip) trip in a few days... So excited!

I went to Target and got a swim suit... Had the usual yearly shorts argument with my mom... looks like no shorts this year.... orz. I look scary in a swimsuit... and kinda... fat. DDDx

Also, I happened to suffer running about with my fly down... So embarassing.

Anywho, it's times like these I wanna punch someone in the face. We should all have a good idea who would be ideal in this punching situation. I don't know... I mean, I can understand not wanting to talk to someone and if Tyler doesn't want to talk to me that's fine. I mean, even though I'd like a reason why he doesn't seem to want to talk to me, it's perfectly fine... as long as he tells me that he doesn't want to talk to me... Like, when someone IMs me and I don't want to talk to them, I, in the very least tell them I don't want to talk. And, you know, I don't really ask for much, I just want to chat a little. I mean... yeah. I log off sometimes without a word when a conversation hasn't been active for a while, but if someone IMs me I try to respond to them at least just once...

I dunno. I really shouldn't worry about it.

Anyway, I started writing again.. I posted a drabble called Warmer and I'm working on a one shot called Semblance... it should be up, hopefully, before I go to Arizona.

1. Pick a character, pairing, or fandom you like for each drabble.
2. Turn on your music player and put it on random/shuffle.
3. Write a ficlet related to each song that plays. You only have the time frame of the song to finish the ficlet; you start when the song starts, and stop when it's over. No lingering afterwards!
4. Do ten of these, then post them!




Wow. Two killing drabbles together... Both songs suit Allen so well... I'll probably finish some of these as full drabbles. Particularly Neku one. :3 Go ship Neku x Shiki people!

From Snow~ *huggle*

1. What is your favorite genre to write?

Mm. It's hard to say. I like doing light-hearted comedy, but I also like doing dark psychological stuff. It all really depends on my mood at the time. But, psychological stuff is a lot more interesting to me. Yeah. Is that even a genre? Well, it is now.

2. What is your greatest difficulty when writing?

Losing interest. It makes it so much harder for me to force myself to write. And not having the heart is hard too. Like right now, I really want to write, but I just don't have the heart to do it... I mean, I don't have.... well, I guess it's better to say that I'm lazy. Seriously lazy. D:

But putting interest aside, because that's a lame thing to say, characterization is also really hard - I mean, if it's fanfiction. Some charaters are easy to get because they're so straight-forward, but some are really hard because, well, they aren't open. I have a kind of policy where I won't write if I don't know the characters well enough.... And even when I do I'm still... unsure. But I think the interest part is a lot harder when it actually is... there? ^^;;

3. What is your favorite movie genre? Least favorite?

I really like comedies. Well, not usually pure comedies, like romantic comedies or action comedies, yeah, those are the best. And I don't like horror movies... Well, I don't really watch them often, but horrors...yeah, not my thing. Thrillers too. And psychological movies, lol. Ironic, I think.

But I also don't watch movies that often, so... *shrug*


4. What do you want to do when you 'grow up'?

If this was a perfect world then I'd say I'd like to write novels and stuff. But when it comes down to it, I think that, to me, writing is more a hobby than something I could do professionally. I like food and I kinda wanna be a chef. And I kinda wanna be a detective like L . Iunno. I think that's bad.

5. You have to choose between finishing a story you now hate, does it show when you write? (Like you're not interested so the story drags or whatever)

lol, I know where this question comes from, I think. I was about to say... "I could never hate one of my stories" but that's a lie, so I won't say it. The ones I usually hate, though are the ones that I think have a flimsy plot, like this one-shot I was working on earlier, the main character can't fess up to this guy so she kisses him, later thinks it was mistake, then runs away from him everytime she sees him... lol, the concept was good, but it needs to be tweaked. Since it's a one-shot I can fix it still and have no problems with it later. But... with something I already started posting... once it's up, I can't do anything to it. D: 

...I'm offtopic. Anyway, it does show, first, it takes forever to get something out, next usually when that thing is out it's shorter than it should be... That's about it. I can't really say for sure, so....yeah. ;; Shorter and takes longer to actually finish chapters of it...

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In other news, Funimation, you can't be serious about licensing the first fifty-one episodes of D.Gray-man. I mean, that cuts off right when they're going to Japan! You can't do that! Finish off the fillers then tag on one episode! D:

And I'm disappointed, I was hoping that Aaron Dismuke would get to be a host in Ouran... But I can settle for him being Chika, I guess.

Anyway.

I did end up going to the park. Got attacked by flies, tho. D: But it was kinda nice. Woulda been nicer if it hadn't been so hot. D: I hate the heat here. We seriously need that air conditioner bubble thing I came up with last year during summer school.

Speaking of that, I don't know if I mentioned it, but the last school year felt like it lasted only a few months. Well, during the thing it felt like it would last for forever. D: But now it's over, and now I'm bored. Yeah. I might end up going to the park everyday, lol. If I go tomorrow, I'm bringing a hat. Iun like the sun in my eyes. Tis not fun. Also, I told my mom and she was all... "Alone?!' But then she asked if I walked around, which I did and she's... "I'm so proud of you! ♥" That's nic e, Mom. I also sat in a swing and felt too big for it. D:

Oh well. 

That aside, I really want to write, but I'm in some sort of rut, or something. I want to do it. I have no motivation... I need some. Give me some, lol. I want to work on the one-shots and stuff... I have all those chaptered fics I should work on, but.... haa, I'm lazy. Mebbe I'll work on some tomorrow. I have a kinda one-shot called Silence that I'm working on. I don't really like the way it's going, though, so I might not finish. I do want to finish Extraordinary. lol, I like it too much to let it go. I don't have any bunnies, either... But that's pretty normal, I usually don't get them that often anyway.

That's it.