I was actually going to do this later today once I had fulfilled all my plans, but alas.

Sooo, yesterday was the end of the quarter and I saw my pitiful grade on the physics test I took on Thursday. You don't need to know the number, just that it wasn't pretty.

Um... Fourth period was spent waiting for pizza. Really. Everyone was focused on it. Me, Tyler, and the kid who sits behind him, Alex, were playing a word game... It was like, you say the first word that comes to mind when I say this. We all know I'm a pervert and it doesn't help when sometimes Tyler (who went before me) threw words at me that could be taken so bad. Though one interesting string was when Tyler said  e = mc^2, then I said the speed of light (no that is not the speed of light, which is... 3 x 10^8, yes?) and then Alex said his ex-girlfriend and Tyler said Nikki. Now what do I think of first when I hear my name? "What?" But I said me.

Anyway, when the pizza arrived we all attacked it.

Also, Sam had to stay after because her Spanish teacher wouldn't let her make up a test she missed after school, so she followed me for the rest of the school day. Then it was Harry Potter Club tiem. I went up, dropped my stuff off and ran to the band room. Long story short, I did not know that people who are not in band are not permitted in the band room. A logical rule, but I wish Mrs. K had cut me some slack- no one told me... Well, Christie Garland was trying. I was too focused on Joey though. Never again am I going into that room. Bah.

Then there was club-ness. Nicco asked me to keep the Ravenclaws in order (which isn't hard because other than me is the other Nicky... or... I don't know how to spell her name) and Tyler who came for the food. Ahaha. More on him and the party later. Anyway, me being me, walked home with him, though nothing substantial was talked about... At least I don't remember anything very important. But I do remember afterwards that I texted an apology for acting a bit inappropriately at the party. For example, I joked at me and Tyler were getting married and he played along saying that the Harry Potter Club party was a lame reception... or something like that. Basically I was overly friendly, which is not what I meant to do.

There's no use in denying the fact that I still like the kid. I just have to do my best to keep myself in check. Which isn't that hard... normally.

Anyway, Vanessa texted me a little after I got home inviting me to a surprise birthday party for Courtney that was at 6. My mom reluctantly let me go. But before I went Amber called me and we were talking. She told me that Amy had said that Tyler and I appeared to be flirting at the party (accidental- I couldn't purposely flirt to save my life, or at least not seriously) and that 'something was happening there' or something akin to that. Amber, I know you'll be reading this, what did she again? o_o;;

Okay, so I went to the carnival where Courtney's surprise party was. I met Vanessa there and eventually Razia and Courtney showed up later. Razia forgot to ask me earlier that day in class (which was fine, we were ALL thinking about that damned pizza). I felt really bad because I couldn't pay for the majority of my tickets and everyone else did. ; A: I hate feeling like such a moocher.. But we had a ton of fun... Going on a ton of spinning rides... Three in a row, then one more later. Yeah, needless to say I nearly pucked after that last one. Also, on that last one... It was one of those rides where you go upside down and you're in a little cage thing and it goes faster and faster. Yeah. The buckle on my thing unbuckled and I was only being held down by the metal harness bars. I told Razia and she was like, "Are you fucking kidding me?!" She curses a lot on those rides. ^^;; Anyway, we ate afterward and I felt so bad because I couldn't contribute in paying for stuff. ; A;

Today, I had the ACT so I got up really early and walked to school since I was smart this time and decided to take it nearby instead of taking it across town. I saw a bunch of people I knew, Razia among them. I think I did a little better this time, but I still rushed the last few questions on the math and science parts. When I got home I relaxed for literally three minutes before Amber called asking if I was ready and that they'd be picking me up within twenty minutes. Fun. So, when they came they filmed Smokey running at their project and we went to get Stephu. Then we were filming til a quarter to five so we could drop Stephu off at home.

When I was about to be dropped off, Bri called me and invited me to another surprise birthday party for Courtney. So, I got home and asked, and once again my mom reluctantly let me go- this time we were watching a movie. Which was good. :D That... Vampire's Assistant. Yeah. THE PROTAGONIST WAS IN A SUIT FOR A BIT. I CANNOT RESIST.

Ahem. We had some pizza and played DDR after. I'm rusty cuz I failed a ton .

But yeah... Today was busy. o_o;;;

I don't really want to talk about the dramu that happened last night. But, Shaun wanted to play his online poker and I was working on my physics lab. He asked for an ETA of me being done and I said that I didn't know and maybe around 8.30PM (I ended up finishing a little past ten, but I would've been done earlier if...). Since he wanted to play, and the quality of my lab really wouldn't have changed if I hand wrote it, I got off, but he was like, "No, no, do it right."

It wasn't in one of those caring parental ways, it was in those complaining ways. Well, doing my lab by hand would still be correct. What pissed me off was that he said I had all day to do it- not true. I was out most of yesterday. Did I have all weekend? Maybe, I'm lazy though. Anyway, I still didn't get back on until I decided to call Tyler since me and Malissa (via texting) were getting weird numbers. And then it was ten minutes of amusement as I listened to Tyler rant and rave about Joey not writing an equation on their lab paper, and even better was that Tyler was talking to Joey on MSN so it was kinda like he was talking to Joey with me listening.

Oh so fun.

Anyway, today was the first day of Homecoming/spirit week with Star Wars vs Star Trek day, and it's not entirely a good idea for give kids a good reason to bring light sabers to school. Ha. I had a cheap Darth Mask, and since I wear glasses, I didn't haven it full on. Just on the side of my head. xD; But it was irritating.

Today was the first day that the advanced studies computer kids weren't in the room, and boy was it quiet. We, being me, Malissa and Micki missed our favorite male math nerd bickering with the boy who sits behind Malissa- William, I think his name is. Also, Mr. Adams was disappointed in us, the nerdy class for only having two people dress up for today. Additionally, he fulfilled his role as the teacher of the nerdy class by saying he wanted the paper Yoda and Enterprise in his classroom as decorations. Ha.

We had a pseudo-fire drill today. It wasn't really a drill because I guess one of the smoke detectors went off. Also, fire drills don't happen at the end of the class periods and we aren't outside for twenty or so minutes. Anywho, it happened at the end of physics. Tyler was kind enough to call my phone so we could hear if it was loud enough to be heard in the crowd- it was.

English Lit was boring. I just kinda sat there.

I don't rememeber much of Creative Writing. I think Mr.Kern just went over the categories for the Art and Writing contest. Also, Tyler's question was lame. In regards to that, I think I'm going to start a separate page for that. I'll link when it's done or something.

When I went into Ms. Stricklin's class I got one point of extra credit. So, yay!

Last week I signed up to help after school with our Creative Writing scarecrow. Today me, Tyler and Razia were signed up. There was another girl, but there was no way in hell she was going to show up. Also, since Razia's day apparently ends with fourth period she helped Mr. Kern with the thing during fifth and sixth periods... But not after school, also, Mr. Kern left for a long while to get tape leaving me and Tyler by our lonesome. Not that I minded, but I was hoping Razia would show. I mean... yeah. You know. It wasn't that awkward though. At least I don't think it was. ._.; But, you know that if this had happened a year ago I would've been ecstatic? Anyway, Mr. Kern soon returned and Mrs. Kern came to join us. For as long as I've been going to Green Valley, I've known the Kerns one of the married teacher couples (the Beams and the Snyders as well). Recently, I remarked that no one is married to someone in their department... At least not to my knowledge. Anyway, so it was the four of us working on the thing. Nyar.

Then me and Tyler walked home together since we both live up the hill. We talked about jay-walking (and how much I hate it) and our dogs. I wish I could see Jersey (Tyler's dog), I bet she's totally adorable now (as most all dogs are). But, now that I think about it me and Tyler don't ever really talk about our past. He doesn't because I don't think he wants me to go freak out on him, and me because I have no need to talk about what happened. I'm still curious about some things, so whenever he brings it up I ask. It's not entirely that I'm upset about it all and it's just something I want to forget about, I just.. I don't know.

Also, I took his phone today since he called it at lunch to see if we could hear it there too (which we did) and went through his contacts and... stuff. Nyar. = 3=

Grawr.

So, I was not in the mood for school this morning and I lazed away in bed til seven.

This is momentarily off topic but I JUST realized that I have no homework tonight-

The cool side to having tests tomorrow is the fact I don't have homework for those classes. The bad side is that... I have tests.

Anyway, uh. Went to school, it was obviously a shot cooller than it was last week because I didn't sweat on the way to school. :D But we were doing stuff in computer science. As much as I DO like the class, I just don't like doing work- I think I've kept the mentality I had toward the last year in math. Oh, sob, my lowest grade is in the class (above an eighty, but still).

Uh. There was reviewing going on in Physics.. Toward the end, Tyler got up looked like he was heading toward my desk then turned to go over to where Malissa was. Odd.

In Creative Writing we learned that Sam was leaving us. ; A; Mr. Math Nerd said he didn't want her to leave cuz she inspired him to write with her creativity. Nyar. Good writers inspire me. So we had these word image things that Mr. Kern printed out. Me and Tyler were about to spot his cuz the word 'math' was the biggest thing on the page. Looking at it later, there was another word that intersted me more, but whatever. Vance and... some other girl had Tyler's and Vance kept looking over at Tyler because of eveything that was on there, pointed at Tyler... Which it did. Then the two with mine came up... When they were talking it sounded like mine and I wasn't entirely sure if it was mine til I looked at it and it had one of the character's names in there.

When we were going to lunch Tyler told me he was worried because the word 'heroine' was in the word art (obviously confused with heroin) but was relieved to hear that it was a story. He'd know if I dabbled in that kind of business.

Tahnne came to visit us at lunch! :D Twas good to see her~

I stayed after for Key Club and there were a lot less people than there were before... They had to do elections for Homecoming nominations and being a senior I was eligible. Me, Amber and Micki went into the hall as everyone voted and we were doing dances as some forensics kids watched and filmed us. Weirdos. Anyway, I was actually able catch sight of the votes on the board. Mine looked like a retarded seven, Amber had a five and Micki had an eleven... But it turns out I got the nomination. I was surprised because I figured Micki would. But anyway, it's not like I'll win or even get on homecoming court. Nyar. But then Nicole was like, "Who are you asking to Homecoming? You should ask Alex!" We all laughed cuz it was funny (Alex won the king nomination).

...that's about it. I might go to Walgreens and buy some mix to bake some shit. :D

Nyar.

I find that I never really like doing worksheets in Computer Science, I'd rather just write out code, lol. I'm weird, huh.

Um... Oh. So, last night before I went to bed I was talking to Joey on MSN, and Alex needed help printing out his America essay for government. I don't see why Joey couldn't do it (but then again, I didn't ask), however, I didn't mind helping a friend out. Alex has lent me his math homework multiple times so it's the least I can do. Though, sometimes I do forget to do things in the morning (my mind is always kinda foggy)... so I asked Tyler (who I was also talking to at the time) to send me a text reminding me to print that out. Sometimes, I'm not entirely sure if it's good to entrust Tyler to remember something, but his memory has seemed to improve.

But I guess I didn't need to ask him to because I dreamt about forgetting to print it out.

So, I got up around 6:55AM to check the computer so I could print it out. Turns out while I was gone Tyler sent the text, ahaha. Didn't need it in the end, but shows his memory really is improving. Anyway. I check my email and... Alex's essay is NOT there. Which really worried me. But, there was something in my spam folder so I checked it. Luckily, it was there so I copy and pasted it into MS Word and formatted it and spell checked... Which is good because it brought to light some grammar errors that I might have not noticed... So I did some proofing on it so Alex's grade wouldn't be marked down for being somewhat incoherent. Then I went upstairs to change for school... While I was gone someone called my phone, but I didn't know who it was...

Since proofreading took longer than I thought I got a ride to school. :D

Mmm. We were working on... physic-y things in physics...I don't rememeber which is bad. But we have a test on Tuesday... Also bad. Urgh. Gotta ask Tyler/Malissa for some... guidance, lol. But we were working on this problem at the end of class and I started working on it... A few minutes later Tyler came over to see if I was finished (HA, no) and I'm not entirely smart with that kinda thing like he is, so I was embarassed cause I was sure that I had done something wrong. Though, as it often occurs with me, emotion clouds logical thinking so instead of asking Tyler for help like I SHOULD have, I said something like he was distracting (that's what he said I said, I don't think that's what I said though... I don't know) and he walked off to go see Malissa or something. Said he'd come back. Did not. ; A; I shoulda asked for help, darnit.

Sam and Connor switched seats in English Lit and Sam enlightened me to some... drama that's occurring. I'm hoping not to get my hands stained with it, but you know how teenagers are.

We were reading more in creative writing... ARGH... I wanna write... But we had an interesting journal, we had to examine these objects without looking at them and describe them. Twas fun.

Mmm... Amy was back from having her surgury so she was around for lunch. :D Though the poor girl still seemed to be in pain... ; A; Also... hm... Tyler was listing off his vocabulary words... and they were... crap. Like. The type of things children... have. Like arrest and cop and stuff. Pathetic. He's in the stupid class, but that's way beyond... Gee. Vincent also appeared. We were going to have a current events quiz in government so he came over to read the articles. Oddly enough, he sat on the floor between me and Malissa. I figured he'd go back to his table... Nicco was leaving at the same time as this so Malissa offered him her old chair. It was kinda weird... Because there were two males at the table. He was also commenting on the articles and participating in the conversations (Tyler was talking about his math class, and he has the same teacher so...).

I think the current events discussion was more... active than last week so I'm sure Mr. Beam must've been happy about that. Hm.

Also, math class is... weird because me, Rayn and Nicole talk about the strangest things. o_o;;

I stayed after for Harry Potter Club and it was kind of a discussion... But mostly it was Nicco talking and gathering opinions... Though it was a while before we could get in the room because first Mrs. Kern had left and second Nicco and Em were MIA. They both turned up later though... Also, Rachel was there... oh gosh, I did not miss her. She has a death grip hug which feels like torture when it's around your waist. Dx

So, little Shaun has football practice and I'm not going. Why? School work. Though... I don't know why but Shaun does not seem happy with me... Maybe he was just annoyed at something else... I hope so. ; A;

Also, I hate the college board site. Does not let me register for the SAT. rawr.

Yesterday early morning, apparently there was some sort of drama with the little one going to be in his basketball uniform and not taking a shower (ew), so my mom left me a voicemail to avoid using the computer... However, when I come downstairs guess who's watching some videos on youtube? Additionally, he and Shaun left to get the little one a birthday present for his friend and he came back with a new toy in tow. While I'm not exactly upset about me not getting anything (by this point in my life, I'm not particularly surprised), I just don't think he deserved a new toy after being so bitchy to my mom on Friday and Saturday (which I doubt she told him).

Anyway.

I was first slightly annoyed when I got a chain text from Courtney last night... Something about sending the text to ten people and in ten minutes your true love will text/call you telling you that they need and love you. Oddly enough, while I do believe in wishing on stars, 11:11 and my ouija board, I don't like believing spamming people with chain letters will help anything. I deleted it though, then about an hour later I got a text from Tyler asking me when the second half of the NLC money for FBLA is due... Since I'm not going to Nationals, I didn't commit the date to memory, but I thought that it was the 26th of May (it was, in the end), so I fowarded the message to Malissa who sent me a reply which I fowarded to Tyler.

I had some weird dream last night, I can't remember what it was for the life of me though.

Today was the meeting for the people who are supposed to die next year for the Every 15 minutes thing and Malissa had forgotten, so I reminded her and she got to her meeting thing. :D Physics was okay though. Come history, Mrs. Zentz was lecturing then she gave us a word search, then I had this look of disdain on my face, then she started fake crying and I got scolded by Amy and Tyler about that....

So, I expect Tyler to up and go to sit in the empty seat next to Kyle Overlay... But he doesn't. Instead, he says something to the extent, "Hey, turn around and help me with this." That was kind of... coming out of left field. I really expected him to go sit with Kyle... Also, I think Kyle was surprised because he was all, "Dude, Tyler! Get over here!" When that happened, I expected Tyler to go sit by his buddy, but nope, he told Kyle to move. xD; So, then Kyle, Kevin, Tyler and Ibrahim were all kind of attacking me for answers... Well, more Ibrahim than anything. lol. I guess Tyler didn't want to move because I'm "super history nerd."

At lunch Tef, Amy and Sarah were talking of boobs, and how azns lack them. I butted in and told them that I have boobs, and so, I think Amy or Tef asked me for my size, I replied and so they decided I was big for an azn. Then, we went on body types... Amy said mine are bigger than hers, but Amy has a better, kinda moar womanly figure than I do, so... Yeah. Towards the end, I went and talked to Tyler who had brought his laptop (nerd....)... Well, I didn't talk, I guess I kind of mocked, since he was playing games and stuff. I think I was being kind of mean (elementary childish flirting- not actually intentional, I mean, with Tyler, my mind kind of goes blank, and I merely react... which is bad, I need to stop that). I saw Kamille whisper something to David, and soon after the up and left Tyler. I told Tyler that it was because they didn't love him so much because he loves his laptop more than them, and he told me that they love one another more than anything else and how they're on each other all the time. I said that some couples are like that, but I don't think he heard me.

He had his stuff, and I expected him to walk away or say he was going to go away, he said he wanted to go to math class, but I dragged him to get my stuff... It was, again, very childish, and yeah, I guess I did make a fool of myself, but, yeah. Oh well, that's me. He called me mean though, so now I feel bad... I should go apologize.

I stayed after today and alternated between Key Club and Harry Potter club, mooching food from both clubs. ; A: I wanted moar, but Amber was giving me a ride, so I went home when she did. Though I did get a good amount of food... I also spilled soda on myself. orz. I still want moar pizza, though... At one point, when Nicole was telling me that I was in all the clubs she's in, and Amber was like, "Oh yeah, FBLA" both of them were like, "We know you joined FBLA because of for that reason."

Well, no, that wasn't the entire reason (15%), but Malissa recruited me, and I had been thinking about it before. Though, when I was thinking about it I think I was thinking that it and Best, Inc. were the same things. :I But Iun have to take a class for this one, so I think that's moar betters. :D