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15th-May-2009 09:58 pm - murderer
First, no, no one was murdered today.

Second, Amberrrrr~  I sorry~ I didn't get home until like 9PM so I could not callll~  I will call tomorrowwwwwwww~  ; A;

Anyway, happy Friday. As everyone is supposedly supposed to be asleep, I would like it if they didn't make sounds upstairs. = 3=

Today was pretty uneventful. But around second period, I got hungry for something trés unhealthy, so I decided to text my mom asking her to bring me yum-yums. I actually didn't send the text until the end of class. Once I was done sending it, Tyler asked me if I was updating twitter, I told him no. Then he started talking about how he had put me on mobile updates, and how, one day, I had updated a lot and he was thinking that "oh, this is going to get expensive." I think he said that he took me off of mobile updates, however, I don't get why I was on mobile updates in the first place. Twitter, at least mine, doesn't automatically set everyone I follow on mobile updates, so his shouldn't either, meaning he might've set it as that.

Odd.

Anyway. To my disdain, there was very little that happened until lunch where we were selling popcorn for the very last time... I think. So, Courtney asked me, at one point, to get her a sandwich, but I don't know where they are sold and I have a fear of lunch lines (pathetic as it may be- I've only been in a lunch line twice since sixth grade... not counting the snack store line) so Nicole did it. I had a dollar, and I was going to buy a popcorn with it, but, at some point or another, Tyler was behind me, and you can't just stand behind me and a wall, because I will want to use you as a cushion. It's, shamefully, more tempting with Tyler around, and I did lean on half of him, I don't know what he said, but he was saying something about me (or maybe it was him) not liking begging and asked if I had money, and I told him I only had a dollar... ended up giving him the dollar and he snatched a quarter from the box, so he got himself a soda. I wanted a soda... or popcorn... Technically, 80% of that soda belonged to me, and the other 20% was Courtney's. I never got any of it, though... Also, Mr. Anders commented on us making fun of Tyler again, and Tyler reasoned that it was because we are all, apparently, attracted to him, I started kicking him, and he said that doing so only proved his point. I guess my proclaimations of love fell on deaf ears. Woe is me. ._.;

Um. We played cards in Mr. Adams class, I learned two things... One, I really suck at poker, two, I like betting things I don't own. xP

Alex Porter owns all of the band and choir now.

Today, after school, there was an FBLA meeting, and only me and Malissa, later joined by Tiffany, showed up. Well, Courtney did, too, but Tiffany had to call her. Tyler didn't. I knew he wouldn't, cuz I know I didn't tell him, and I didn't think Courtney did (especially since she, herself, forgot). It was mostly talking, and how they needed to get on the ball with the money gatherings. Mm... When Tiffany showed up... Iunno, I stll dun think she lieks me very much.

Mom showed up to pick me up with the little one in tow, and he was as bitchy looking as usual. I'm too lazy to describe it in detail, but there was a little fiasco about where to get food. Little one wanted Taco Bell and I wanted McDonalds... My mom wanted McDonalds too, but little one was being bitchy. So, in the end we went to Taco Bell. Despite the fact he said he wanted a quesdilla, he got steak tacos.

Anyway, today was Malissa's birthday, so we were going to Sunset Park to celebrate, but we had to pick up her and Bri from Bri's house... And Bri... she brought weapons. When we got there, we didn't spot Em or anyone else... So we waited about... Then, eventually, Tahnne appeared. Then she got a call from Em and we went and found Em... Who was being followed by a small child. He was so cute... and he wanted cake. Eventually, his daddy tried to take him away, but he clung to her leg, and eventually his daddy had to pry him away... So cute.

Eventually Chad appeared, then Nicco, when they appeared we cut the cake that Em had brought... Then Yi-Nan and Micki appeared, but then Yi-Nan left, leaving Micki with us... We played on the swings a bit (I got tired so I just sat in the swing)... Then we went and played with the ouija board... The first ghost only responded to Nicco and told us to "F U." Then the next one... I don't know, but we let her go... The last one was a gay guy named Harry. He was very awesome... He also told Em she is going to have eight babies. And it seems my future hasn't changed. Yay. I guess. And Malissa, I think, is marrying someone named Sam... He didn't liek Tahnne though.

We went home around 8:20ish, and dropped Malissa at her apartment. Then we returned some library books... On the way, I told my mom how I didn't really think it was necessary for them to pay a lady to take care of the puppies next weekend when I can just stay home and take care of them. Mom brought it up to Shaun, and he was like, "No. No offense, Nikki, but you alone for four days? I used to have my own apartment, and I know what'll happen. I had parties all the time."

So, he doesn't want me alone for the sake of my safety and fear of home invasions. He's afraid I'm gonna throw parties. Yeah. I'm a real party animal. I won't lie, I AM overly sensitive, but even if I wasn't I still think I'd be offended by that. I find amusement in the fact that all those lessons on fallacies are coming in handy (I mentioned it in history yesterday, that I regretted). His argument of "because I was like that, I'm sure you will be too" is... well, I dunno, but I'm sure it's a fallacy. But, anyway. I cannot help but get offended that he would think I of all people, would throw a freaking party while the adults are gone. I GUESS MY OWN CHARACTER TRAITS AREN'T ENOUGH TO CONVINCE HIM I WOULD NEVER DO SUCH A THING. I seldom leave the house to socialize. SELDOM. So, I think that... if I'm not going to parties, then I'm not going to be throwing them. I was just really kind of insulted that he'd think that I'd do that. 

Since I'm not the type of person to really open up unless that person asks for specific information, I can't blame him if he doesn't know me that well (despite him being in my life for... seven years), but seriously, he should be able to tell by now, I wouldn't do that. He can't place any trust in me at all? Is that the problem? Just because he threw parties all the time when he was seventeen and living in his own apartment, doesn't mean I would do the same if given the opportunity. After seven years, I think he'd realize that.

But then again, sometimes, I don't think he realizes that I'm allergic to apples/nuts. (Hell, my mom forgot today when she was shopping and bought an apple pie)

....so, in all, I'm not only hurt at the mistaken judge in character, but also by the fact that he's more worried about me throwing parties than someone breaking in and being all criminal-y. I guess maybe he's trying to protect me from his mistakes. As much as the effort is kind, I don't really appreciate it.

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